"The worst part about anything that’s self destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive."

"I’m sick to death of being the heavy in everybody’s life."

"You should not
have to rip yourself
into pieces to keep
others whole."

"For me
Night doesn’t fall -
It crashes
Under the weight
Of things unsaid,
Things I buried
During the day."

-m.v., haunted (3am poetry escape). (via findingwordsforthoughts)

I am alive.

"You wrecked me and
I apologized."

"The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself."

"Why aren’t you on that diet? You’ve gained everything you lost. It shows."

I know mum, you don’t have to remind me. It’s not like I’m blind. For those who have no idea what I’m talking about: I lost almost 10 kilos on a Dukan diet.

"Your skin looks so awful, it’s in a really bad condition. You should do something about it."

I stopped taking birth control pills approximately 6 months ago and she had no idea I was taking them. There’s nothing I can do, I suppose you’ll have to deal with your horrible-looking daugher for a while, mum.

Jesus Christ, she knows how to make me feel like the most idiotic human being in the world. And she’s all fine about it. Her daughter is a failure.