Cutting my tears, killing my fears
Happy? 'Happy' is a word that makes one sad.

Oh, I'm just a depressed girl. I want to die. I'm weak as hell and tired. Tired of living. My life is pointless. That's all. I'm a wreck. I'm a horrible person, a piece of shit. Ugly and pathetic. Worthless. Fat and not good enough. I will never be good enough. I'm nothing.

This is a place to let it all out, all the pain. I'm definitely not promoting self harm.

little things that help ease symptoms of depression:

  • turn the lights on and open a window
  • eat something healthy and drink ice cold water
  • find a comforting album to listen to whenever things get bad
  • take a long, relaxing bath
  • do yourself up in full make up and hair
  • be around people, even if you don’t think it will help
  • watch something funny on netflix
  • wear your favorite/most comfortable outfit
  • immerse yourself in a hobby like drawing
  • lose yourself in a really good book or movie

(Source: tempeh-princess)

potassium--cyanide asked: ~Beautiful persons award!~ Once you are given this award you can pass it on to 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it's sweet to know someone think you’re beautiful inside and out :) <3

Aww, so sweet! Thank you x

"Hell exists.
it’s here.
3 a.m.
awake and
without you."

"No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though.
I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough"



Why is mentally falling apart not a good enough ‘excuse’ to stay home from school? I can’t focus, I want to die, sorry I don’t want to learn calculus right now.



Love came to an end.

"He kissed like he was drowning and I was air"