Hello.
I am alive.
Barely.


"You wrecked me and
I apologized."





"The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself."



"Why aren’t you on that diet? You’ve gained everything you lost. It shows."

I know mum, you don’t have to remind me. It’s not like I’m blind. For those who have no idea what I’m talking about: I lost almost 10 kilos on a Dukan diet.

"Your skin looks so awful, it’s in a really bad condition. You should do something about it."

I stopped taking birth control pills approximately 6 months ago and she had no idea I was taking them. There’s nothing I can do, I suppose you’ll have to deal with your horrible-looking daugher for a while, mum.

Jesus Christ, she knows how to make me feel like the most idiotic human being in the world. And she’s all fine about it. Her daughter is a failure.


"I want to inspire people. I want someone to look at me and say, ‘Because of you I didn’t give up.’"



"I wish the size of
my body didn’t
make me sick
to my stomach.
I wish I could love
myself despite the
terrible image that
I see in the mirror.
But self love is a
tricky thing and I’m
not sure how to turn
hatred into acceptance;
loving others is easy
it’s loving yourself
that’s hard."


-m.l.b, how to love yourself (via traced-veins)


"You made me hate myself alot"